I sometimes struggle to understand myself. There are moments when I see someone whose work is extraordinary—I long to collaborate with them and ask for their help. Yet, I often freeze; I don’t know how or what to ask, and I never take the time to truly understand my own needs before reaching out.
Recently, I had the chance to speak with someone experienced and knowledgeable, but afterwards, I was left feeling unsatisfied.
When that nagging thought creeps in—”I’m not smart enough”—it drains my spirit. In those moments, I yearn to surround myself with people who radiate positivity. Good-hearted, inspiring people can be a lifeline, especially when I struggle to think optimistically or act steadily.
Having supportive friends and choosing to be with them are two sides of the same coin—and ultimately, I am the one making that choice.
God, please help me.